In Conversation with Juliana Ferreira

over again by Juliana Ferreira

A Journey Through Layers and Light

by Raquel Pinheiro

We spoke with painter and artist Juliana Ferreira about her exhibition S03Ep02 series and her work.

Juliana generously revealed the thoughts, impulses, and intentions behind her work. Alongside her responses, we are also gifted with her reflections. Intimate insights into the processes, emotions, and moments that gave rise to the S03Ep02 series. These reflections illuminate not only the making of the paintings but the personal and artistic journey that informs them.

S03Ep02 is currently on display at Auditório Municipal Carlos Paredes in Vila Nova de Paiva, where it will remain throughout October. In November, the exhibition will travel to Viseu, followed by   Régua in 2026, and other locations – see calendar at the end.

The first thing that drew my attention were the slogans/phrases and the canvases colour backgrounds. If any, what was your intention for the use of the slogans/phrases?

The texts appeared very organically. I didn’t start the canvases thinking about slogans; they emerged like breaths or thoughts spoken aloud. Some phrases are quotations – Adília Lopes, Sartre, Leminski, Saint-Exupéry* – and others were born in the very moment of painting.

They function as anchors, summarising emotions, states, or memories underlying the image. The saturated colours create an emotional field for each piece; they are atmospheres. It’s almost as if each canvas were a cinema screen with a line at the beginning of the scene.

gone by Juliana Ferreira

All the paintings are large format, 120 x 160cm, from July/August 2025. SO3Ep opened late August. How was the process of creating the 8 paintings in such a short time? Did the the paintings or the exhibition name?l came first?

It was a very intense, almost physical process. I wasn’t producing for an exhibition; I was painting to understand myself. Each canvas was an emotional catharsis. Before I realised it, I had nine canvases – unplanned, but inevitable. Only afterwards did I see that they formed a series. The name S03Ep02 came at the end.

It is a title born from within, slightly ironic and intimate — a kind of code illustrating my current phase. It evokes the pop culture of TV series and suggests an episode in a larger journey. The paintings came first; the title is a meta-commentary on the fact that it is an episode, not a destination.

The promotional photos have the paintings mounted in wheeled scaffolding. What was the intention behind that idea?

I wanted to emphasise the idea of process, of something in construction. The canvases are not fixed to the wall, but on a support that resembles a workshop, a place of mutation. It was important to break the solemnity of the hanging painting and create a living exhibition that could be rearranged.

It also underlines the performative side: these are large works, created in a short period, like pieces in progress. It is a way of telling the audience: this is not definitive; it is a passage.

yourself by Juliana Ferreira

Five of the painting have words, slogans, phrases. Some like Love Your Self easily recognisable. Others are your making, and O Inferno São os Outros (Hell is Other People) a Jean-Paul Sartre quote. The two last words of Love Your Self have masked tape on it, as if bandaid, bandages, fissures. What is the meaning of the masked tape? Are other people really hell?

The tape is a literal gesture of mending. I wanted it to be visible that self-love is neither clean nor perfect. There are fissures, scars, patches. It is a process of piecing oneself together, rebuilding. Regarding Sartre: I did not use the phrase as an absolute statement. For me, “others” are also mirrors, challenges.

The phrase is there to provoke reflection on the relationship between the self and the collective. I do not believe that people are necessarily hell; I believe that encounters with others are always transformative, and sometimes painful.

inside by Juliana Ferreira

The head and upper neck in inside with it’s plants motifs and the way they give texture to the portrait remind me the paintings of Giuseppe Arcimbold. Was he an inspiration for the painting? Do you like and connect with his art works?

I didn’t think directly of Arcimboldo while painting, but I understand the association. He constructs faces from natural elements — fruits, flowers, objects — and in my case, the head filled with floral elements also speaks to that fusion of interior and exterior. I like the idea that we are made of layers and of nature, of chaos and order.

I also see echoes of contemporary artists such as Tracey Emin, Jenny Holzer, or Kara Walker, through the use of words, silhouettes, and vulnerability. This mixture is very important to me.

You said “Pintei para libertar — mesmo quando não sabia de quê.” (“I painted to to release – even when I didn’t knew from what”). What lead you to that release urgency? How did it transmuted into the paintings?

The painting emerged without plan or strategy. I believed I was going to do another type of work, but the body brought this. It is the result of past experiences and a process of personal evolution. Painting became the most direct way to record that inner movement.

Each canvas was a space where I could release excess, confusion, memories, desires. When I finished, I realised it was an organised emotional catharsis in nine windows. Today, looking at the series, I see a journey – an echo of my interior at that moment.

never alone by Juliana Ferreira

* Phrases on the Paintings in Juliana’s own Words:

In the S03Ep02 series there are nine paintings. Five of them contain words or phrases; some are my own creations, others come from authors I admire.

  • “LOVE YOURSELF” – my own creation; the masking tape on the last words reinforces the idea of fissures, scars, and reconstruction.
  • “My story is different and begins now. I am always beginning” – by the Portuguese writer Adília Lopes.
  • “BREATH” – created by me, in a work that addresses overload, exhaustion, and the need to breathe.
  • “EVERYTHING” -repetition created by me, associated with the idea of fullness, intensity, and childhood.
  • “Hell is other people” – by Jean-Paul Sartre, from the play No Exit (Huis Clos).
  • “They leave a little of themselves, they take a little of us” – by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, from The Little Prince.
  • “Were it not for this it would be less, were it not for so much it would be almost” – by Paulo Leminski.
breath by Juliana Ferreira

Juliana Ferreira Reflections on S03Ep02 and Her Work.

The large-format canvases (120×160 cm) emerged because I feel that each painting is a space one can enter. By working on an almost bodily scale, I create a physical relationship with the work — it’s a size that compels me to paint with my whole body, not just my hand. This physicality is part of the cathartic process that gave rise to the series.

In S03Ep02, the phrases are not captions for the image. They are part of it. Sometimes the word came first, sometimes later; but they have always functioned as an echo of what was happening within me. I like to create tension between text and image — a practice that dialogues both with conceptual art and with pop culture.

When I named the series, I realised it resembled the code of a TV series episode. That fits because each painting is an episode within the same emotional arc. It is also a way to avoid dramatic titles and allow viewers to project their own narratives. It is a title born from within, slightly ironic and intimate — a kind of code illustrating my current phase.

Although I paint physical canvases, pop culture is present: in the saturated colours, the short phrases, the graphic elements. It is a contemporary language that engages with social media, advertising slogans, and pop music. By bringing it into a large-scale painting, I also question the boundaries between high art and popular culture.

I feel an affinity with artists who use text or the body as material — Tracey Emin and Jenny Holzer for their confessional or incisive use of words, Basquiat for the graphic rhythm and intensity of colour. In two paintings, the filling of the head with natural elements inevitably recalls Arcimboldo, but this reference arises more as a coincidence of language than as an explicit homage.

I do not expect viewers to find answers. I hope they recognise themselves in the fissures, the colours, the phrases. That they take away the sense that they, too, can repair themselves, piece themselves together, breathe. S03Ep02 is a series about what remains after the storm — and perhaps it can serve as a mirror or a refuge.

pause by Juliana Ferreira

The series was born from an intense personal process. It was not conceived as an exhibition. I painted to release — even without knowing precisely what. Today I realise that each painting is a window into that journey and, at the same time, a space for others to project their own stories.

This series closed one cycle and opened another. I am exploring new supports and processes, while maintaining the idea of word and image as a single gesture. I like to think of each series as a season: I do not know what the next will be, but I know it will emerge from the same sincere place.

S03Ep02 exhibition calendar:

2025:
Sep – Oct: Centro de Artes, Vila Nova de Paiva

03 Nov – 31 Dez: Biblioteca Municipal, Viseu

2026:
09 Jan – 27 Fev: TBA, Régua

06 Mar – 30 Apr: Museu Municipal, Oliveira de Frades

01 – 30 May: TBA, Mangualde

01 Jun – 31 Jul: Estúdio N16, Torredeita

Ago: TBD

Sep – Oct : TBD

06 Nob – 31 Dec: TBA, Galiza, Spain

The Listening Room HQ – Early Notes

Van Gogh Sunflowers
Vincent van Gogh, Three Sunflowers, 1888

A couple of days after the first anchor, the Listening Room HQ is quietly taking shape.

Sunflowers and Van Gogh, my favourite painter, continue to be an inspiration. Each Sunflowers painting subtly shifts in light and energy — each one different.

The maps, the sessions, this craft is a side of me many of you haven’t seen before. A new way of holding presence, listening, and connecting, blending intuition, somatic practice, and knowledge from neuroscience and neurobiology.

Read the first post on the Listening Room HQ on Mondo here.

Julia Cameron – The Artist’s Way/The Morning Pages – One Year of

by Raquel Pinheiro

A little over one year ago my friend Dana suggested me Julia Cameron’s The Artist’s Way. I have now been writing The Morning Pages, an integral part of the book that is meant to be carried on.

Dana recommending me The Artist’s Way wasn’t so much because I was artistically blocked. I was composing, playing, painting, writing poems and more at the time. More because I wasn’t going to physical places I wanted to go. My feet, my body, seemed glued. In early 2022 I was invited by a friend to go and spend time with him. I truly wanted to, but couldn’t move.

Maybe summer (2022) would be it. It wasn’t. Summer 2022 brought a big musical piece, appeared literally when I woke up, name, concept, the names of several tracks all there. I turned my laptop on, opened Audacity and start cresting the sounds that, for me, translated the names of the tracks.

Out of the blue, as a coincidence, that Julia Cameron just like my friend Ed call synchronicity, Francisco (Silva – The June Carriers/Velho Homem/Old Jerusalem) start sending small guitar lines for me to hear the sound of his new guitar, an electric one (in Old Jerusalem life, Francisco was known for playing acoustic). He didn’t knew I was composing, I didn’t knew he had the Mustang. “What if I put some of those guitar lines on my tracks?” And so I did and what was electronic start become, and end up, electro-acoustic.

The Morning Pages notebook n°1 © Raquel Pinheiro

That same summer another friend turned 50. Until the eve of his birthday I didn’t knew he played (guitar), he didn’t knew I played (bass). There was going to be a band in which he was playing covers. I said I would go and play bass. And I did. I had played with them before, had never played on stage, hadn’t played bass in about 18.5 years until a few months before, no rehearsal. Just get there, they were already playing when I arrived, pick the house bass and go for it. It was great.

A few days later I was at the jams that were held at the place of the birthday party. This time, it was tricky to get the house bass. A woman playing electric? Seems not (it turned out is wasn’t just a woman playing electric, but not being from the proper musical background. I stayed there, observing, until I spotted an approachable musician, a saxophonist. We both played together, by the end of the jam. Total improv. He would wonderfully fit the saxophone wherever it was required. The next week he brough a jazz guitarist that gave me four 7th arpeggios to practice to play with them one week later. And so it was.And then it stopped. But I got a fabulous saxophonist for my music I didn’t even knew I needed. That summer I also started painting on canvas.

I didn’t went to stay with my friend. Autumn, Winter came. I didn’t went to go see my friend. It’s 2023. I want to go see someone play abroad. My feet remain glued. Dana, aware of what has been written so far and more, told me about The Artist’s Way. I read it, did all the exercises – some may, at first glance seem silly and childish, but aren’t – begin writing The Morning Pages.

I start venturing into short distance travels by train. Stayed overnight with a recent acquaintance. And with a different friend for a few weeks, carrying a ton of notebooks, my guitar, the digital copy of The Artists Way. It was the first time I spend a number of weeks with an electric guitar as my only instrument. It was a thrill.

Over two years since he invited me, I still haven’t went to see the friend that asked over in early 2022 – there is a little more to the story than my feet being glued the floor. As in, my feet were glued to the floor, but something else, my heart, was glued too. Under his shyness, my friend is adventurous, passionate, intense, larger than life, has deep emotions, loves love, passion and life. I share some of those things, but don’t deal well with deep, bubbling emotions. Open my heart again? Run the risk of heartbreak? Probably not. One day it will (re)happen.

But The Morning Pages have been there for me, so has he who keeps telling me to write for others to read. I write a lot on my journal(s), notebooks, The Morning Pages, to him.

Cage/Love mix medium on canvas © Raquel Pinheiro
Me, like an international woman of mystery © Helena Soares

I’ve recommended The Artist’s Way to a few people. Some already read it, did the exercises and wrote The Morning Pages for a while. Others bought the book and are still to read it, do the exercises and immerse themselves in The Morning Pages. My Morning Pages aren’t always in the morning, but I’ve been writing the three pages everyday. Matt, another friend, thinks it is quite the commitment to be writing The Morning Pages for a year.

My The Morning Pages © Raquel Pinheiro

Did the Morning Pages, The Artist’s Way made me more creative? More creative, not exactly. What they did, along with the friend I’m still to visit, is made me write more about myself in public. Such debut may had been with Bernard Butler’s Camber Sands https://mondobizarremagazine.com/2024/03/27/midlle-of-the-week-song/ The follow up is also with a new song by Bernard Butler, Deep Emotions, that can be read here: https://mondobizarremagazine.com/2024/04/30/bernard-butler-deep-emotions-an-essay/

Early this year I went to a vero circuit/guitar pedal building wokshop. A nice distortion/fuzz pedal both for guitar and bass was build. The last time I had soldered I was 13 or 14. Afterwards, home, I painted and customized the pedal box. Some of the materials, like the sparkling dust and the stars were part of a number of things from The Artist’s Way exercises. The rest is acrylic paint and glossy nail varnish and coat.

My diy distortion/fuzz guitar/bass pedal © Raquel Pinheiro

I’ve recently become a member of Grupo Operário do Ruído (Workers Noise Group) an ensemble of noise(s) and rhythm from Sonoscopia that will have its public presentation December 8th at Conservatório de Música do Porto. We have a staggering amount of rehearsals and a few workshops. Grupo Operário do Ruído is far less leftfield for me than what can be called life narration writing. To an extent I do that with my poems, but it is very different. I’ve also taken a short trip by metro to the seaside north of Porto that included seeing a small intimate concert friends had put up.

GOR Rehearsals’ Stage © Raquel Pinheiro

In fairness, I move across very different social groups. So much so that now Beatriz, one of my fellow members of Grupo Operário do Ruído (GOR) asked if her fellow GOR members would be interested in being part of her group of guests in a performance she is part of called Sonópolis. Sonópolis is to be presented at Sala Suggia, the orchestra room, at Casa da Música, July 7th. I’m in!

Feet & Sea © Raquel Pinheiro